

WhyDid WE mean nothing to you? Or so little that you threw US away for a night with another? I am having problems believing you when you say sorry. If you were, would you have put yourself there to begin with? No, you would have been with me instead of her. Was I not even there in the back of your mind? Memories of US, why werent they floating in your minds eye? You have yet to say. But I know. In your heart you had already made room for another You just didnt have the balls to leave me physically. Cause what if What if this new forbidden thing didnWhy


Pretty PoisonDoubt is the pretty poison that haunts me. I try to sleep, but it keeps me awake. It spirals down into my soul. Hitting every barrier I have ever made.Pretty Poison
The constant attack weakens me. How do I fight an invisible foe? You can't hit it, kick it. There is no way to catch it.
Is there a way to stop the spiral? To stop it before it breaks the chalice? I don't think so.
Doubt gains its strength from outside allies. Fear, rejection, silence they are Doubts supporters. There is no way to defeat the things I give power to. Not without the weapon I


ThiefYou come in like a thief in the night and rob me Rob me of my dreams, thoughts, hope, strength You leave me with nothing Not even the will to get up and live my life I dont even know myself anymore You have stolen me I get up and go through the routine The routine of daily life But I do not live. I want nothing anymore Cause I feel as if I am nothing You have done your job well I know not how to defeat you You, depression, the thief of my soul.Thief


WatchingEven though you may not see me I stand and watch over you. I see your every move, hear your thoughts, listen to you breath. When you are in your car and all alone you glance to the left and just stare. Stare at nothing at all, your mind a million miles away. People who see you may wonder what you are thinking, but I know. You are thinking of the first time we saw each other. The first smile, laugh, holding of hands, and kiss. Oh how I wish I could hold you in my arms again. To feel your weight against me. The smell of your hair in my nose. The gentleness of your touch. &nWatching
And welcome to dA haha
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